LAST KISS

This is my first "poem" in English, I ask you to be nice, maybe there are a lot of spelling mistakes due English is not my native language. I wrote it in English ´cause it came to me in this way. 

Please be patient

This is my first try

I would like to put my best effort

To make me understand

There´s something that I can´t stand

And is to feel you far away

And knowing there´s no way back

In my heart there´s a big lack

After you leave me here alone

I just wish you´ve never gone 

Listen, you are the girl I love

I miss you so much, I´m going to get nuts

I need to feel again your lips

So please give me one last kiss

That last kiss that I missed.

Every day it passed

I need a kick in the ass

To wake up and realized 

That I´m getting crazy

But I´m so lazy

Or maybe, I´m lying to myself

Dreaming you every night.

If I want to be rational

I have to stop being emotional

And understand that if I love you

I have to let you go.